This is for you

This is for the time I first caught a glimpse of your sight
This is for the first gestures
This is for the first embrace I took so light
This is for those notes we exchanged
This is for the first date .
This is for the late night talks and the laughs
This is for the cards and the gifts
This is for the letters so nicely written
This is for the last minute "I love yous"
This is for the tears you shed and times you begged
This is for the forgiveness I lent .
This is for the choices I offered , permissions I denied
This is for the uncountable times you cheated .
This is for the sorry which was always accepted
This is for the truths revealed and pain unnerved
This is for the patience discovered .
This is for the anger that burst like fire blazing out of an ocean
This is for the calmness I possessed .
This is for the trust that withstood all your immaturity
This is for the mistakes that was always ignored
This is for the festival you spent alone , and satisfied
This is for the days I missed your voice .
This is for the loneliness I suffered and the times I yelled
This is for the times I supported you .
This is for the times no one heard what you had to say
This is for the days I never once left your side
This is for the shoulder you had to bear all your silliness
This is for the night you said goodbye .
This is for the tears I never cried , and lips that always smiled
This is for the drugs that seeped inside my veins
This is for the friendly attitude that was returned with haste
This is for the phone calls which I never made
This is for the texts I never replied .
This is for the last conversation we had
This is for the hundredth promise you broke
This is for the last time I let my tears fall .
This is for the friend you lost , or maybe the love .
This is for everything I once did , and now regret ,
This is for me and you , and all that we been through
This is for the harsh slits and scars you left
This is my way of saying goodbye
This is for you .