She decided to be alone . (The unheard voice of a mother)

The unrequited dream that flashed before the hazel eyes |

Oh , the time of glory when her baby laid in her arm

half opened his eyes , and her face reflected then ..

A blind man could have seen her eyes signalling the ten million plans that lay in store

          For a small child that lay in her lap , blissfully unaware .

She vividly remembers the tormenting displeasure ..

Oh she sighs , and revives the happiness she was unable to hide when her son ,

just a year old .. took the first steps without holding her hand

She wanted to run and smother him in her arms

Withdrawing her action , she stepped aside and smiled

"Leave me alone , I am irritated" her heart flinched on hearing these words

There was a time when her son and she , read stories together 

she tapped his head slow and sang his favorite lullaby as he fell asleep

Lost and forgotten seems those day , scarring her memories 

The hands of the clock ticked away the only time she ever wanted to remember .

"Ma" - How she loved this name , now she ceases to hear 

For time has changed , the world has revolved a few more years 

Her only reason for survival has detached himself from her arms 

All she hears , is yells and taunts and sometimes she prays to the Almighty 

What wrong has she done , except loving and protecting her son 

"Its my life , let me live it " - her heart skips a beat . 

But all she does is lovingly smile and look at her son 

Runs her finger through his hair , tightens her lips  

She doesnt want to cry in front of her child , so she runs out of the door 

No voice , but gallons of tears escapes from her eyes . 

The wrath of a growing son , with age seems to have become wilder 

But she decides to keep quiet and suffer the unloving nature 

Of her child she had lovingly brought into this world 

Expecting love and affection , when she got none . 

         But who will understand the unheard voice of a mother . 

"After all he is my son ... " she says , and every flinch , tear and pain vanishes . 

*= She =*

I remember a few minute details about her ..

The way she talked , like the slow ripple of ocean winds

How she looked at me with those innocent eyes ..

I remember the slow walk , as she passed the door of my thoughts

The way her voice shook when tears gathered her eyes

and how she wiped her forehead with her dainty hands

I remember the touch of her soft silk fingers

and her laugh that still echoes in my head ..

I remember how she murmured when anger raged her veins

but then again how silently she calmed again ..

I remember the look of submissiveness on her pretty face

Oh ! the nose that twitched every now and then ..

I remember how she whispered when she was scared

the way her rose bud lips trembled when she was cold

I remember almost everything about her , sometimes I smile ..

Oh that beautiful girl , that surpassed all myth and might 

Her feet adorned with bells , when she ran they tinkled 

Like soothing music on a cold winter night . 

I remember the angel'ish light that gleamed in her face 

making it hard to believe the very truth of mortality 

Like the river flowing , swiftly breaking through the sand 

She walked away from her castle , my heart

Words of a lover =]

Life is too short for hatred, so let love transcend

Lets hold hands through this perplexing maze, that others call life
Through this journey we'll encounter multitudes of devils in disguise
Trying to breathe evil into our minds
But we gotta trust the love, only blossoming with time

I know the last few days have been rocky for us both
But we came smilin outta it, like nothing ever happened
And now that we're together once again, lets take an oath
to hold on to each other like one supernatural force
We've witnessed enuff sadness in life, now lets bring it to an end

We are seperated by miles, but united by our hearts
We may have a thousand tiffs, but we'll never fall apart
We had problems from the beginning, but this is another start
Baby lets us fall in each others' arms, never to let go
So pray we're always enlightened by love, light years away from dark

Rain

As the rain drops pitter-pattered on my glass pane 

I slowly smiled and looked up the sky 

It was dark , oh so black and the breeze was light 

I parted the curtains and closed my eyes 

All I could hear was the splash of water on the gray roads 

Dried and empty thoughts were washed away in seconds 

Thunder cackled and I opened my lids 

and before I knew it , two streaks of lighting flashed before my eyes 

I marvelled at the sight so natural and intense 

and wondered what magnificence it was .. 

The green leaves swayed and the flowers seemed like bulbs

I day dreamed about stories I loved the most .. 

The drops brushed my face , and my heart was beating fast 

And a few blur faces wavered in my head ..  

I chose to think for a second about the slow calamities of life

Realisation struck me that everything was so beautiful and smooth 

Only Rain can make me feel this way .. as I danced around the room 

Played my favorite song and hummed the best tune 

I knew for an instance that I was the happiest when it rained  

The smell of ground and the sound of wind against the willows 

I silently crossed my fingers and prayed . 

the beauty to be bestowed on forever and feeling to submerge slow 

Emotions to overcast the numbness . 

And clouds to free the rain , and the rains to touch the earth ..

Lets make a promise =]

Lets make a promise ,  

That everything is smooth like a reel of thread that never ends  

 Laminate with jewels the voice you love the most 

listen to the slow whispers all night long 

If the tears fall for no reason , let them fall , don't let the crystals go in vain

Lets make a promise , 

Open your eyes , and seal your hearts 

for time may bring a few bumps and a few rocks 

and if we stumble upon the few laid barriers  

we will remember to fight it all together and smile at the end .

Lets make a promise ,
No matter how hard is it to smile , during the time of  "no one cares"

we will be at each other's side even in the darkest of twilight's 

for me and you have a life and we need to live it our best

no compromise and no sacrifice should be hard enough to make .

Lets make a promise , 

For trust may falter and a few stories would be misunderstood 

Nothing would seem right , and everything will turn wrong 

We would perform an act of will and let it all go 

we would forget the pain and forgive the faults and make things better . 

Lets make a promise , 

Life isn't going to be roses and rubies , but we will hold each other's hands 

through the thorns and the stones and the high tides that cross our path 

Even if one of ours hands slips of  , the other should be strong enough to hold back . 

So , lets make a promise that the world is on one side , and we are on the other 

and we will make it work because we believe in forever .